NF | Hate Myself (Lyrics)
“Hate Myself” by NF
I don’t see you, like I should,
You look so, misunderstood,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Pray to God, with my arms open,
If this is it, then, I feel hopeless,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me,
They bring out the worst in me,
Mind running,
Got me feeling, like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don’t want it, gotta be more for me,
All the core beliefs,
And every morning I wake up,
And feel like, I ain’t my worth,
‘Cause I’m at war with peace, or go to hell,
Welcome to the corpse of me,
Look at the body like you ain’t nothing but poor and weak,
It’s kinda weird,
Lately I been feeling like the only way for me to get away,
Is if I pour the drink,,
That’s more deceit, more defeat,
Is this really what I’m born to be?
That’s what you get, for thinking you’re unique,
So poor, but I’m so wealthy,
Need help, but you can’t help me,
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy ’em,
Like they goin’ outta stock, but it’s not healthy,
I don’t see you, like I should,
You look so, misunderstood,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Pray to God, with my arms open,
If this is it, then, I feel hopeless,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Yeah, late nights get the best of me,
They know how to get to me,
Suicide thoughts, come and go like a guest to me,
But I don’t wanna die, just wanna get relief,
So don’t talk to me, like you think I’m so successful,
What is success, when hope has left you?
I am not a spokesman, I’m a broken record,
Sick of doing interviews, ’cause I hate myself,
(Yeah!)
Come across, like it’s so easy,
But I feel like, you don’t need me,
When I feel like, you don’t need me,
Then I feel like, you don’t see me,
And my life has no meaning, drain me,
Hands out, tryna ask for love,
But when I get it, I just pass it up,
Throw it away, and think about it later,
Digging through the trash for drugs,
Wish I could give you what you needed,
But I can’t, I’m scared because …
I don’t see you, like I should,
You look so, misunderstood,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Pray to God, with my arms open,
If this is it, then, I feel hopeless,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
I walk, through the ashes, of my passions,,
Reminiscing, with the baggage, in my casket,
Get lost, in the questions, I can’t answer
Can’t stand, who I am, but it don’t matter,
We scream, to be free, but I stay captured,
Knee deep, in defeat, of my own actions,
Feel weak, but the peace, that I keep lacking,
Keeps speaking, to me, but I can’t have it,
But I can’t have it,
Keeps speaking, to me, but I can’t have it,
But I can’t have it,
Keeps speaking, to me, but I can’t have it,
I don’t see you, like I should,
You look so, misunderstood,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Pray to God, with my arms open,
If this is it, then, I feel hopeless,
And I wish, I could help,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
Hate myself,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself
Hate myself,
But it’s hard, when I hate myself,
When I hate myself,
It’s kinda hard, when I hate myself
When I hate myself,
It’s hard ,when I hate myself!
NF – Hate Myself (Lyrics)