NF | Thinking (Lyrics)

“Thinking” by NF

Yeah,
Growing up, yeah!
Know a lot, but I don’t know enough,
What you doing here?
Why you even showing up? Yeah!
Showing up for tryna show me love,
Why you look confused like, you don’t really know, what’s up? Yeah!
Why you always tryna judge?
I know who you are, yeah!
Why you tryna, tryna front, yeah!
I am not the man I was,

Look,
Ayy, made me a promise, I just hope you keep it,
I don’t like to get involved, with things I don’t believe in,
I don’t like to hang with people I don’t trust to speak with,
If you tell me that you mean it, then I hope you mean it,
Yeah, feel like I don’t deserve you, when I hurt your feelings,
I’m vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets,
You’ve always been there, when I’m low to help pick up the pieces,
I know I act like I don’t need it yet, but lately I been thinking,

Yeah, lately I been thinking,
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking,
Yeah, I have been thinking,

Yeah, I wish, that I was optimistic,
I wish that I could trust my intuition,
To most negative thinking, makes you a pessimist, but,
To me negative thinking, means I’m just realistic,
That’s how I feel, ain’t that a twisted view?
Claim that I don’t care what people think, but is that really true?
Those the type of questions, that I struggle with,
That’s the type of thing, to keep me up at night,
Wondering, I wonder if the pressure I’ve been under, is too much for my shoulders,
Who gon’ care, when this all fades, I turn grey and get older?
Yeah, that’s the type of thing that I don’t wanna answer,
But just ’cause I don’t wanna do it, don’t mean I don’t have to,

See, these are lessons that you learn in life,
And we only get one of ’em, hope I’m learning right,
I know that everything comes with a price,
Yeah, yeah, everything comes with a price,
Y’all got no clue what I have sacrificed and lately, I’ve been thinking,

Yeah, lately I been thinking,
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking,
Yeah, I have been thinking (I have been thinking)!

NF – Thinking (Lyrics)